I used to practice my magic (raised root worker/ adapted to kitchen witch) often a felt myself growing stronger in it. However, for a variety of reasons, over this past year I've barely done anything with my faith. I couldn't really pray, I couldn't do rituals. I just felt so drained. I want to start again, commit myself again, but I don't know is how to begin. Any advice on how to restart one's kitchen witchery?

Anonymous

Currently, I do not. I am in the same boat.

Nova may be able to help you.

She is delightful and all kinds of wonderful ^^

Sigh, again, sorry for sounding pathetic and being annoying.

Anonymous

You are not pathetic nor annoying.

If you are still following this blog, I again apologize for taking so long.

I’m not sure how long I will be on here but, if you can’t reach me here, you can reach me at saltymarshmallows

That’s my other tumblr page. I’m on there daily.

I wish you the best of luck and please keep me informed of your progress.

Sigh, idk what to do, every time I feel things, that I must do something, and more over because I still feel that emptiness inside me, that thing of 'why i am here, why i was born' and more because, I don't even remember being happy. I must sound a little pathetic, sorry. Also I am not taking things lightly when I say I want a to be a pagan, I think that even it runs somehow in my family (again in my mother side) thnks to my grand grandmother and grandgrandfather hewaspart o AMORC), and 2 uncles

Anonymous

Many people have that feeling—that feeling of emptiness; of why am I here? and wondering if they are happy. You aren’t alone. Even those that are the most dedicated in their faith worry and it’s okay to feel those feelings.

I encourage you to find something that works. Dabble in religion, art, music, do what you want and express yourself. Paganism may be a wonderful path for you or it may not be. You’ll never know until you attempt, dip your feet in the water, and experiment. 

But, most of all, I encourage you to make mistakes. Make beautiful glorious mistakes and try a bit of everything. Be a vegetarian for a week, hunt down the greatest hamburger recipe, sing loudly, dance badly, and scream at the top of your lungs just to feel the adrenaline. You won’t know what works until you do.

Mistakes are just the first step in finding what works and, even if it doesn’t, you will have such glorious stories to tell.